A Failed Christie Mystery


Somewhere in the middle of this year I had decided to go back to reading. My target was to finish at least 20 books by the end of 2023. A tall order. Unfortunately, I got stuck with Ashwin Sanghi – The Magicians Of Mazda – I guess it was. Yes it was. Too much of history. This was the first time I was bored with Sanghi.

The other exception was Postern Of Fate – a Christie Mystery which failed in many ways but still I pulled through. Perhaps it’s her style. Perhaps I found more to it than was narrated. Perhaps it’s curiosity which led me on. This was one of those rare books of Christie which I had not read even once.

Had it been my awed by Christie days I would have been very very disappointed by this book. But getting older endows one with more empathy. I understood what it must have been like when the dame wanted to carry on with her passion with a failing memory.

I read somewhere that Postern Of Fate was one of the books written by Christie in her  later years when age was taking over her memory and she was finding it difficult to remember things. She would narrate the story with the help of a dictaphone rather than typing it out herself.

It’s quite apparent the way the narrative lacks action and is fully based on dialogic exchanges  between Tommy and Tuppence, the endearing characters created by the dame. However, now that they have aged and retired to the countryside with the faithful Albert and their fierce watchdog, Hannibal, both look forward to a sedentary life, but as it happens with the couple with a penchant for sleuthing, there is yet another mystery remaining to be solved.

Coping with age and related issues like fudged memory and physical disabilities which prevent quick action and thinking, both husband and wife find it rather cumbersome to decipher a cryptic message hidden in an old book – “Mary Jordan did not die a natural death. It was one of us.” To uncover a crime which is kind of undated and most probably has taken place even before the First World War is like looking for a pin in a haystack.

Christie makes it an espionage thriller (sans the thrill) somewhere gone wrong. Unfortunately, most of it is rambling between the two lonely, aged couple who are missing their earlier adventurous life and also the fact that they cannot reverse the arms of the clock even if they want to.

There are loads of indications like money trail, financing of organized, international crimes and the actual crime  per se that is the who and why and how part. It appears Christie did actually know a lot about the workings of the Secret Service but somehow she tries to clothe it up in puzzling paraphrases without disclosing much. Perhaps it’s her background of Services provided during the War and the Oath of Secrecy which prevent her from coming too close to talk openly about the functioning of the underworld of spies and counter spies.

Though this book is criticised as one of her worst and nothing seems to happen or come out into the open by the end but what definitely comes forth is the unrepresentability of a matrix which is too complex to be fathomed and too intricate to be unwound. Christie does succeed in making home that it is not always possible to put your finger on the actual culprit and as civilization progresses so does the viciousness and invincibility of crime whether in the name of patriotism or in the name of personal vendetta.

Mary Jordan is not just a name. She is the past about which the entire village of Holloquay talks about. It’s a past the rural society holds on to because it gives their mediocre lives a colour, an event, a history and a narrative.

The actual occurence of the crime is now part of unlocatable bygone. Then why unearth it? Because past shapes the present. The commitment of the crime though foggy in the minds of the people rings a bell . People talk. And when past wakes up to haunt the present it’s sure that the cause of the crime is still very much existent, though may be in a different form in a different milieu.

Christie underscores the continuity of crime. It may have a variant DNA but it’s root lies deep down. It is not possible to erase history because it cradles the virtues as well as vices of mankind. It changes forms to suit the contemporaneity and relevance of time. But it never releases its hold because it is as ancient as mankind.

In a way Postern Of Fate is a treatise on how to view, analyse and evaluate crime with historical undertones of victory and defeat. Those who are defeated prepare to strike again and again. Those who are victorious wish to control more and more. Both, victory and defeat, become channels of change, revenge and control.

The continued process requires money. So starts a new regime of money. Even muscle power is bought by money. Ultimately, money manages. Money controls. What can it not do?

There are people who handle the money. There are people who handle the crime. In 1973, three years before her death, Agatha Christie, segregated the two vital aspects of organized crime – finance and execution.

This book should be read by all who have interest in criminology, espionage and psycho-social aspect of crimes and criminals.

It’s not an usual Christie. You have to wait for action. The logical deducing of crime is not adequately clear. You have to forget you are reading a Christie. Yet it pulls you along.

There are frequent references to how age catches on. Tuppence mentioning how impossible it is to comprehend when so many oldies talk at the same time – pensioners who have nothing left but the past. How Tommy keeps telling Tuppence to take care of herself. The writer’s own physical and mental condition amply depicted in her adorable characters. Yet it’s a Christie which though in a blabbering kind of way lays before the readers the anatomy of crime through hints, guesses and probabilities.

With patience you may try reading this one…

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Easy To Forget


What part of your routine do you always try to skip if you can?

This is an easy to answer prompt.

The part of daily routine that I automatically or at times voluntarily skip is exercise. Well to be honest, it’s not exactly a part of my daily routine as there are long phases when this activity gets totally excluded till I pick up the thread with lots of efforts.

Reasons?

Many…

Time factor.

With the onset of winter days are shortening and nighs get lengthened which affect the sleep cycle. Waking up is usually delayed and morning rituals are cut short to leave home on time for office.

Well summers are exercise friendly as early sun rise helps getting up early and exercise fits in nicely into the schedule.

Mind factor

Exercises do not appeal to me as such though given my age and weight I should be more concerned. But after a while it is such a mechanical act unless you are trying out something new at intervals. I guess I can infuse some ounce of creativity into it. But except walking which lets considerable time for the mental faculty to wander into realms of imagination I do not find any scope of stimulant in engaging in repetitive postures and stretches.

Health factor

Given the fact that I frequently suffer from Myalgia, I believe, getting serious about my body is overdue. I also have a history of being accident prone which has reduced my muscle power. The only medication to tone up and strengthen the muscles is exercise. Yet my apathy towards this remedial measure is incurable. By nature I am not lazy but I am not sporty either. Although exercise for medical purpose does not fall under any sport, however, an outdoorsy and sporty person, according to me, will be more inclined to exercise than a person who loves to waste time in the dream world.

Actually the reasons given above are all rubbish. It’s imperative to get health conscious. Those who are addictive to exercise do not go by season. Apathetic like me make all kinds of excuses like mass appeal, creativity and stimulation. Why look for creativity in an activity which is as required as breathing in today’s jet-paced, stress-escalating lifestyle? If one is that creative then that aptitude should be deployed involuntarily to any activity whatsoever! If mechanical is boring then join a Salsa or Zumba class. No?

Well with all that sermon I wish I will not make any lame excuse to not do exercises tomorrow morning.

I am most hopeful that this confessional post will help me reconcile and get rid of my procrastinating attitude.

I am wishful of a rosy tomorrow whence I will dutifully pursue an ideal routine of work life balance.

I am dead sure I will forget all about my high hopes and lofty resolutions and languish in bed till I am left only an inch of a margin to finish the must dos and rush off to office. And it goes without saying the list will not include any fitness regime.

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Oh! The Kings And Queens Of Heart!


What is good about having a pet?

Well what’s not good about having a pet ???

Without being argumentative on the issue let me come straight to the point. I have always had pets. I am a dog person. When I came home from the hospital as a new born baby my father also got a Duchschund pup and named her Julie. I don’t know what my mother’s reaction was to that but she brought both of us up together, howsoever, grudgingly.

Julie was a Golden Duchschund. Very gentle, kindly and a fierce watch dog. We then had a big house. One evening we all went out and father by mistake left the front door open. Julie kept sitting at the door growling if anybody passed by. We came back late and found her there. What happened in our absence was narrated by the press woman who had come to deliver the ironed clothes. Julie wouldn’t allow her in.

Julie always supported my weird experiments. Once I tried to walk with both feet tied. Obviously I fell to the ground headlong. My elder sister had a good laugh. My father kept a serious face. But Julie pressed her wet nose onto my cheeks to show solidarity which made me cry copiously.

It was father’s wrong decision to leave Julie with his cousin when we shifted to the Capital. By the time he decided to bring her back she had left for doggy heaven heartbroken. I could never forgive my father for that.

Next was Badshah, an Alsatian mix, who actually needed a lot of space and attention. We had a very small house by then. Badshah destroyed everything around, chewed the furniture, tore the calendars to pieces if we left her home alone. He competed fiercely with me and my sister for mother’s love and attention. He was a little wild and never thought twice before walking over our stomachs when we slept or climbed up on mother’s forehead as she lay on bed if he had to access the window. As he grew his wildness became more apparent. It was, therefore, thought appropriate to give him away to an English lady who ran an organisation called Animal’s Friend so that he could get more space to grow up befitting his nature. He was sad when he left but father had done his homework well about the organisation and the lady who ran it was supposed to be a genuine animal lover. So, I guess it was to Badshah’s benefit that he got a sprawling field to play on and perhaps forgot us in due course of time.

Next came Jojo who was a tiny, playful creature. She loved to chew our toes as soon as we lowered our feet from bed. But soon after my paternal grandmother died and we hurried back to Kolkata for her last rites. Jojo was sent back to her mother and never brought back

Those were difficult times for our family full of ups and downs. Keeping a pet had to be thought about carefully because that meant feeding another member.

Then there was a long gap till I was transferred back to Delhi from Kolkata. Even then mother was not keen to look after a pet since my working hours were pretty long and she was left all alone at home.

When we shifted near my sister’s place my nephew picked up a whimpering puppy from roadside and insisted on giving him a proper life. My brother-in-law supported the cause of giving shelter to a stray. That’s how Mr. Snow Boot came in our lives.

He was big, ferocious, ill- tempered, traumatized with a biting tendency. Many times I thought of giving him away because he was so unmanageable. But his vet persuaded me not to commit that sin. So Mr Boot stayed on with us for ten years and left us as suddenly as he had become a distinguished member of our family. Cause of his death was unknown. Howsoever he was, we all loved and pampered him to no end. With his untimely departure I promptly went into depression.

One year later my sister gifted me Ms. Rinky, a thoroughbred Labrador, to bring the smile back on my lips. Rinky is quite old now and suffers from numerous age related issues. But she is a darling!! I read the newspaper to her, give her ocassional sermons in character building, share my thoughts and opinions on how the world is going to the dogs and coax her to pray to the Lord for some much needed wisdom and relief from gluttony and apathy towards familial duty. You bet, she can’t be bothered.

Rinky does not like strangers. She is very disciplined in so far as meal times are concerned, demanding about her needs and eccentric to the hilt. They say she has taken after the mistress.

The mistress likewise is extremely devoted to her and cannot fall asleep without her musical snores.

In brief, pets are loyal, non-judgmental, loving and the bestest of friends. The most rewarding part is, unlike Dr. Dolittle, we do not understand what they have to say. If we did, I am sure, as fallible humans we’d have died of shame. Their companionship is so consoling and fulfilling! Especially for loners like yours truly.

Of course, there are Kali and her sister Maasi who have adopted me and without my asking have made my home their home. I guess post retirement I can very efficiently run a canine hostel.

At the expense of being self opinionated and rude I would like to state that humans are the worst possible creatures on earth with the deplorable habit of taking advantage of every other creature for their own selfish motives. The canine members of the bomb squad have to give up their lungs for our safety. The beasts of burden have to undergo various forms of torture to carry our loads. The cattle are humiliated when the oligarchs snigger at their ‘class’. The cows are milked dry and left on roads to die eating plastics. The oceans are polluted endangering the underwater flora and fauna. Even Antarctica has not been left garbage free where the peace loving penguins and seals have to bear the brunt of it.

Amidst this squalid condition that we have degraded our mother earth to our pets still love us unconditionally. How pray we eulogise their magnanimity and generosity of hearts?

God Gives Us The Best


What was your favorite subject in school?

As I age this belief gets more and more deeply rooted that whatever happens to us is for the best. God is a meticulous planner. He plans our destiny, charts the path and facilitates our journey in every possible way.

Now, how is this related to the prompt?

I will come to that now.

In school I was a terribly confused soul. Poor in science. In fact every other subject. Only loved literature. Wanted to pursue English Honours in college. But father said NO. Those were the days when parents decided their offspring’s attire to career.

Professional qualification is the need of the hour today. Around four decades back father pronounced literature would not facilitate career progression. So, I had to opt for a subject suitable for competitive exams. Perhaps he thought I had the capability to be an IAS or IFS. I had none.

However, father’s untimely demise changed life’s course drastically. I tried various options – from private to school jobs before landing with a Public Sector posting. Starting from the grassroots I inched up. This slow progression helped me a lot throughout my career. I handled higher responsibilities before getting the corresponding grade!!! In short, I was prepared for the next step up the ladder functionally way before actually holding the post.

I realized my love for words – be it any language – much later as I started blogging. And then there was no stopping!!!

But I still resent that I could not pursue a subject I was academically inclined to. A subject which my average brain could relate to. Perhaps grasp a little as well. I guess I would have been happier.

The subject I studied only interested me in parts though I was considered an ace student. And it in no way facilitated my career contrary to my late father’s pronouncement.

Just because it was deemed ‘practical’ to do a three years’ graduation course in a subject which was thought to have better prospects I was forced to attend lectures which I half understood and appreciated the least.

Coming back to where I started. God had other plans for me. Had I devoted myself to the subject of my choice perhaps I would have been least prepared for the unexpected turn life took soon after. I would have perhaps nurtured dreams of becoming a writer or joined the bandwagon of teachers and professors. Frankly speaking I am not cut out for the latter. The former would have pampered the dreamer in me which would have been disastrous given the zigzag graph of my life. How could a dreamer withstand so many ups and downs?

I always had to face situations which I dreaded the most. I dreaded tough subjects I had to study one. I hated being away from my family I had to leave them to earn a livelihood. I loved this city I had to settle in an alien one for eight long years before I could make it back home. I wanted to run away from a dissatisfying job I had to stay put. Likewise, luck did not favour me to pursue academics of my choice I had to find solace in whatever course I got into.

That’s how my life has been.

Two months hence I am hoping for a sedentary life only God knows what’s there in store for me.

Screen And Me


How do you manage screen time for yourself?

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Who manages screen nowadays?

Screen manages us.

To put off the morning alarm I have to wink at the mobile screen.

To see the get-up-from-bed time ( yes both are different) I again wink at the mobile.

Wink means one eye closed coz am still groggy.

Morning Pranayam…

That’s the only time I lose track of time …

So no screen

As a result unduly late…

Rush…rush…rush

Inbetween if I have to order something urgent, send an immediate sms, call my sister who by the way lives on the first floor again recourse to mobile.

One and a half hours later, am enroute to office. Oh yes! Before that if the mobile has to be put on recharge then checking it’s battery again needs a peek at the screen.

My commuting time is almost one and a half hours. If I am not snoring I pray. Some prayers are on my lips. For some I again refer to my mobile.

Prayers over there’s still time to check all the apps, social networking sites, read blogs/comments/reply to comments, read on kindle, go through informative videos, listen to a bit of music if worn out…..not all together but as per priority/time/mood in hand. In brief again dependency on screen.

In office. Ten to Six…tip tap tip tap on keyboard, gawking at the screen till the shoulders ache or a must visit to the ladies’ room.

Read

Write

Mails

Zoom Meets

Government Sites

SAP

Intranet

Internet

App

Lunch time…half an hour gaffing…. yapping….half an hour more

Post lunch

The same rut

Back home journey is longer

Wordle

Waffle

Squaredle

Blog

Spell Bee

Snooze

Back home…..tea with chit chat

Newspaper….rarely

TV….

Fav Serial

Movie

Dinner

Bed time

Kindle

WhatsApp

Where’s the time to be off screen (Mobile/Laptop)?

Middle of the night tossing turning..

Screen again…

But again

Exceptions ….

Stressed

Preoccupied

Unfinished reading (physical book)

That’s the time am off the hook,sorry, screen. those are the days I can’t interact with my co-bloggers.

My physician goes off screen when it’s too much for her to handle. I guess I too have to shut out the world at times. Actually that’s it screen time brings us close to the world. News. International affairs. Latest developments. Family. Friends. Without screen we are cut off. Strange! We never used to feel like that when we were children. Were we less informed and ignorant at that time? Now more up to date?

If someone knows more/is more aware than me it gives a kind of inferiority complex. Is it a psychological issue?

The other day we felt tremors in office. Lo! Before rushing down we all checked our mobiles for confirmation…epicentre…time…strength….

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PS : Forgot to add Pics…

Where’s the Camera?

It’s the Mobile

Click

Click

Click

Selfie ???

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Wordless Wednesday – Doodling


Conclusion: Am bad at it!!!!!

Taboos


What’s something you believe everyone should know.

In our society talking about many issues are still considered taboo. Whether these issues should or should not be talked about is debatable and may elicit views both in favour as well as in disfavour.

However, I feel that it is more educative and enlightening to have open discussions on guarded subjects like sex education, marital rape, sexual orientation, women’s right to sexual satisfaction, prostitution as a profession, consensual sex etc. It is necessary to be open to ease the process of acceptance.

Educating children about sex at homes as well as in schools is essential to make them aware of the good and bad of physical touch by the opposite or same gender. Knowledge is power and a saviour. The right perspective about topics which are treated as hush-hush can save young ones from abuse, exploitation and taking the wrong step.

Same goes for drugs. Children should be made aware of the adverse impact of drugging so that they are protected from bad company and their alluring ways. Any activity taken up under pressure, in this case that of peer groups, is devoid of rationale and application of mind. It is merely undertaken because of somebody else’s dictate or persuasion. All that is followed by the opinion builders or the generally affluent segment of society is not the ultimate fashion statement though it is made to look like that.

In our society marital rape is common and pushed under the carpet as something ‘normal’. Women, in most families, are treated as property or possession. It is considered the duty of the wife to satisfy the husband whichever way he wants. From house keeping to bed warming it is the women’s paramount objective to provide optimal satisfaction to the men. So, being compelled or coerced to physically satisfy the male partner in ways which may not be to the liking of the female counterpart is not a matter of disrepute but obligation. Here, it is pertinent to mention that rape is not confined to the body only. It is also an indelible scar on the mind of the victim. It is also an irreplaceable emotional drainage. And if that torture becomes part of the daily grind then ?

As a corollary to the above, objectification of women to the extent of mechanical performers of their roles in society implies that they are bereft of preference or choice. This does not mean that they should walk out of their family just because they are not physically satiated in a relationship but it underscores that their likings or dislikes should be given due importance. It is not that they should exercise the option of polygamy. But if they are not consensual towards an act their dissension should be duly respected.

I strongly believe that sexual orientation of an individual is very very personal like religion. A person has a right to be an atheist or a theist. Similarly, sexual preference should not be made a cause of social discrimination, ostracization or segregation. It is a personal choice or preference. Period.

Have you ever been to Red Light Zone? I have. Those who consider prostitution as an abominable profession should see how under age children to overaged old women stand in rows after rows with dead pan faces to get picked up for the night. It is not that they enjoy doing what they are doing it’s their livelihood – means for survival.

While on the subject I would also like to talk about a disease I suffered from. Have you heard of Endometriosis? The lining around the uterus is known as endometrial lining. In an endometriotic patient endometriotic tissues are found in or spread to other organs. It is a disease which is on the extreme end of diagnostic efficiency meaning endometriosis cannot be diagnosed easily. It takes 6 to 7 years to detect. In my case it was 10 long years. It is said that the disease is asymptomatic but at times marked by progressively growing pain in the rectum or pelvis. In my case it was the latter. Endometriosis has many myths associated with it. Earlier it was said to be a white woman’s ailment. However, even black and brown skinned woman suffer from it. The cause of the disease is still unknown. It makes life hell as the excruciating pain encompasses the whole system and no other sensation in the body is left but this agonising discomfort. I am using very mild terms mind it. Laparoscopic cleaning of the adhesions is the only remedy. After my surgery I thought it appropriate to spread awareness about the disease as it was uncommon and therefore unknown to most. I wanted to talk about it thinking there could be many who suffered from it quietly not knowing the cause or treatment. But soon it became clear that people talking about it was stigmatized. I was told I suffered from it because I was unmarried which is not a scientifically correct statement. That is why those who suffer embrace social ostracization rather than explain what ails them. I too did partially because of the trauma attached to the suffering and partially because I learnt not to educate people who preferred to remain biased and ignorant.

But this was many years back. Perhaps people are more exposed and developed a scientific temper. I chose to speak about these issues because for many ignorance is still bliss be it a developed or developing society. We fall in the cusp. We have accepted certain social norms out of gradually spreading awareness, some out of following the West blindly though it is disputable whether all that suits the West whether they are equally suitable for us and some because others follow the same trend. Enlightenment which comes from within is very rare. There are also some who have double standards – one for their own and one for others. They may sermonize on being liberal when it comes to others but remain strictly conservative when it applies to their own selves.

Many may not agree to this post. Many others may. But values change with time. The taboos too.

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If you wish to know more about Endometriosis Try Wikipedia

The Kid In Me


What does it mean to be a kid at heart?

The first thing that I remember as a kid was to while my time sky gazing. The sun shine dancing on the leaves of a Neem tree, the branch of which almost touched the window. Somehow I had this notion that if I could climb the topmost branch I would be able to cuddle the clouds. I still can while away hours staring at the cottony clouds sailing past. As I have written in one of the posts on how to spend time post retirement, one of the daily agendas will be lying on the folding cot in the balcony and sky watching especially in the soft sun shine of freezing winter.

As I started getting sucked into the world of books my imagination became wilder. Summer nights we would be sleeping on the terrace. In the evening gallons of water was poured to cool down the terrace floor. Coolers were a luxury which few families possessed. Air conditioners were unaffordable. The least we could enjoy was a table fan. But the nights were cooler. So natural air was soothing enough to handhold us to fairyland.

Those were the days of clear sky, pollution free environment and breeze awash with fragrances of flowers and greenery around. As the night deepened the stars twinkled brighter against the backdrop of an inky blue sky. The moon glided up with a smile. It was my firm belief that aliens looked down upon us from above and one day they would positively descend to say hullo. Courtesy Satyajit Ray’s bizarre short stories which kindled my hopes of befriending the extra terrestrials. Much later the movie ET reconfirmed my figments of riotous imagination. It was in my early thirties that my sister deemed it appropriate to compel me to draw a line between facts and fictions. But given my nature that thin line gets thinner and blurred even now at times.

I was never a sports person but playing in the evenings was a must. Computers, Video Games and PlayStations were not invented till then. We were closer to Nature. Boys and girls together, we made a ruckus in the gully, fell down, got hurt and up again in no time. Sometimes I wish I had played more. That’s one thing, alas, I can’t do anymore.

I still love to read children’s books. Even the books for young adults were different and much guarded. I collect them now to fan my fancies a little farther. There used to be a series of Bengali pulp fictions which was kind of banned for us. They were thin crime thrillers with colourful covers. My father seemed to be disgusted if he found us (me and my sister) reading them. Not only in our household, in every Bengali family it was the same. One day we caught father carrying one for a train journey. Of course we had lots to say about that which was only met with a sheepish grin. Recently I got the whole series of ninety eight books from the Publisher. When I told him I was preserving childhood memories he made an extra effort to post me the entire collection from Kolkata.

I guess next would be Enid Blyton. I repent not having read them enough along with Nancy Drew’s, Hardy Boys , Phantom, Tintin et all. I can read them all over again. I was never into Mills & Boons and Barbara Cartlands in my teens. But I enjoyed Georgette Heyer and Victoria Holt. But that was much later.

I was not good at drawing but used to love colouring. Am gradually proceeding towards doodling. My doodles are still very child like.

In the long summer afternoons we played indoor games – cards, Ludo, Chinese Checker. I guess my penchant for all the word building games online is a substitutive pleasure of those noon funs.

As we grow older we recreate the past more. I am more comfortable the way my home used to be as a kid. Needless to say I am far away from modern decor. The cozy comfort is more me.

I love to re-read the books or authors I was fond of as a kid. I watch movies which has a touch of yester year.

I cook food the way mother used to. Though the dishes do not turn out as they should. Mother was an excellent cook. I don’t come even half way closer to her. Yet I try. It’s more an exercise to churn up memories.

In office we talk of how we used to play hard, play pranks on each other and be into Nature. The street foods we loved. The dresses we wore. It’s good to see those old fashion coming back again. Recently I bought a long frock.

Life has a tendency to come full circle. A three sixty degree turn. The fetal pose. Going back to where we came from. Aging to be a child again. This is what growing is. Starting all over again. Learning all over again. Being curious all over again. And not failing to get surprised and happy to experience a de ja vue kind of feel at every bend. That’s what being a kid again is I suppose.

I often thought had I not grown up….life would have been different. Today I feel, writing this post, I have seriously not grown up. I am still in my nursery.

How wonderful !! 😊😊😊

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An Unusual Game Of Horror


Against a backdrop of a surreal setting a bunch of boys and girls of indeterminate age get unwittingly involved in a Game of Death led by a sinister human puppeteer named Shadow Weaver.

The game begins with self questioning and coming face to face with misdeeds of the past, however, soon changing contours wherein personal vendetta, lust for power and unleashing a reign of terror become pivotal.

I am talking about Aparna J’s latest endeavour Flora Villa The Game Of Death. I guess it’s her first attempt at horror mystery. There is an unmistakable flavour of magic realism of J K Rowling in the unfolding of the narrative and a beguiling touch of Enid Blyton.

Detective Amelia receives an anonymous call late night about people going missing or diappearing from Flora Villa. The owner of the Villa, Victor, is known to Amelia. She confides in him and to investigate the matter further attends a gathering in the Villa where the invitees who are old friends are spooked to participate in a deadly game egged on by leading instructions imparted at intervals by an unidentified Voldemort-ish persona called the Shadow Weaver.

Flora Villa has the promising premise of a bigger novel which is disappointingly cut short for reasons best known to the author. Some diligent editing and steady build up of characters with a little more detailed revealing of their past would have made the read more interesting. The passage of time in the narration connecting the dots could have been more unhurried giving a chance to the readers to savour the gradual flow of story telling essential to the execution and unraveling of a whodunnit.

Hope Aparna’s next would be an elaborate saga of intriguing conspiracies tickling the readers towards a surprising denouement.

Wishing her all the best for her next venture.

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My Genie My Wish


You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for?

In today’s fast moving and fast depleting world it’s real hard what to ask for if genies are freely available around. Again a Utopian idea yet….

I guess the chaos and mayhem around should automatically invoke a wish for indestructible peace though it’s an element which, according to the wise, resides within.

The scarcity of supply of the rudiments to the millions of deprived masses again elicit a desire for all encompassing prosperity though anything accessible without strife or struggle is not valued that much.

The third wish should reasonably be of sustainable wisdom so as to unfailingly employ the means to retain the above two wishes peace and prosperity without a time bar.

However, considering the ifs and buts associated with the aforementioned three wishes I feel it is best to ask for the blessings of unending endurance and unrelenting resilience to survive acute hardships and the unquenchable urge to rebuild /restore the edifices of civilization if one day humans foolishly decide to self destruct what has taken epochs to establish and flourish.

Last but not the least, having sustained the ravages and passages of time, the astuteness to figure out the interplay of divisive power play which serves as constant threat to the inherent human abilities of nesting, nurturing and nourishing is also simultaneously required.

With godliness evil twines.

With creativity devastation resides

With production deprivation stays put

With equity disparity takes root

So as we sow we should be aware of the storm which can blow away our reaps. So what we aspire for should not be caught in a time warp. The thirst for possessing should be accompanied with the wisdom to maintain and save it from harm and loss.

Given the frailties of our species, the homo sapiens, I guess the genies have to be our constant companions.

What say you?

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