A Not Recommended Book


This post is also in response to Sadje’s Weekly Photo Prompts on #Whatdoyousee

The Sinful Silence by Abir Mukherjee is the first book I finished reading this year – a carry over from 2025. It’s not a book that I’d recommend. It’s absolutely not my type. But it’s funny the way it landed on my book shelf.

I was checking out the much acclaimed  British Indian historical crime thriller writer, Abir Mukherjee’s Smoke And Ashes. The sample reading gave a glimpse of very heavy language. Who writes a thriller in literary style , I wondered. Amazon had cunningly displayed this book too in the series of books authored by him. So I chose his early writing first. Remember my resolution of 2025 to try out new authors ?

But half way through the book I realised they are two different writers with the same name. Gosh!! Incidentally, both authors have facial resemblance as well till you look closely. I checked this one’s FB profile midway through the read – no post after 2022!! Strange, isn’t it? The author profile says he is an IT techie based in Bangalore. It took some time, rather painful some time, to finish this book. 

(Good if he has stopped writing. Well, I am sorry for that blatant remark.)

Since I am at it, a brief on the plot: two cops with two different agendas trying to solve a high profile murder case which has an uncanny resemblance with the actual death of a Bollywood diva in Dubai. Does it ring a bell?

The murky mystery has everything – corruption, sex scandals, drugs, violence, rape, illegitimate relationship, blackmail, underworld dons, grammatical errors, spelling mistakes, wrong English, loose ends, slipshod denouement and chosen expletives. Needless to say the book is in dire need of some scrupulous editing.

I guess I have managed to read pulp fiction (or perhaps a little more respectfully speaking – a mini web series) in English. You know, the ones that are called Battalla Edition in Bangla which refers to editions of books read under the shade of a peepal tree. Don’t smirk such books do exist and they do provide entertainment to those who prefer to read feather light.

This time the devil captivated me. I was determined to finish this one against all repugnance. Result?

What do you do when you are left with a bad taste in the mouth? You rinse with mouth freshener, right?

I need a cerebral cleanser….

Ugh!

Suggest some….

Postscript: This year I have decided to also write about those books which are, in my opinion, not to be recommended at all. Usually, I omit mentioning them. Then I thought why not ? Let’s also talk about our regrettable choices.

#Wdys

Down The Readers’ Lane


This is in response to Esther’s Weekly Word Prompt.

This week’s prompt :  Red

Down The Readers’  Lane

As far as I remember my earliest readings in English were from two books: The Pancake and Careful Hans. The stories that I read and re-read were:

Little Red Riding Hood where the little girl in a red hood goes to meet her granny and gets waylaid by a cunning jackal.

Goldilocks And The Three Bears where Goldilocks gets lost in a forest (picking berries?) and lands up in the cottage of the three bears – mother bear, father bear and their child – the young bear. The house has bowls of food and furniture in three sizes for the mother, father and the child. Goldilocks tries them all one at a time and goes off to sleep on the child’s bed where the three bears find her eventually.

This Is The House That Jack Built is a poem where various characters (and elements like malt) like a cat, a rat, a dog, a cow, a maiden, a man , a priest, are introduced in relation to the house that Jack built. It is a cumulative nursery rhyme where the previous lines of the poem are repeated again and again with the introduction of the new entrant. It’s peculiar repetitive rhyme is great fun to read.

Then, of course, there was such others like  Snow White And The Seven Dwarfs and The Sleeping Beauty. As I grew up I was introduced to the Classics – abridged or translated versions. I was fascinated by The Three Musketeers and Ben Hur and read them innumerable times.

Alongside, followed Enid Blyton – The Famous Five. At once I wanted to be the tom boy George with her dog Timmy snooping and sniffing for mysteries. In the classroom we girls competed with each other for Nancy Drews and Hardy Boys. Who could read first the latest.

In my teens I was more into  murder mysteries. But for my class mates Mills & Boons and Barbara Cartland were the craze. I loved Georgette Heyer though – historical (Regency) romances and thrillers with an added dash of wit and comedy. Victoria Holt was an exciting mix of romance and suspense too and Evelyn Anthony , although could not replace Christie, had good measure of suspense and thrill. Daphne du Maurier was another writer we chased. But it was Agatha Christie I thrived on.

The reason I am going down memory lane is that I have recently become a grand aunt and I wish to make my grand niece read all the fun books that I have grown up reading. I still love to read kids’ story books and books for young adults. They always transport me back to my childhood days.

I do wish I am able to inculcate a reading habit in my grand niece too though I know she will have many other tempting means of exposure in this fast age of information and technology. But is there any greater pleasure than holding a book in hand and reading? More so when the books have attractive illustrations which can tickle a child’s imagination more than anything else and take her uphill and down the river, through the forests and meadows and fly like a bird with the clouds ?

I know nowadays children are more attracted to visuals like watching cartoons on mobile and laptop. But I hope our new member of the family can make a choice of her own between  pictures that words create and a pre-designed visually depicted story.

Oh! That Cuppa…!$#!


Before I die

I want to have chai

To bust this cold

A nuskha* so old

It puts to shame

All new fangled norms

Just a sip of chai

My ancient heart cries

No garnish no embelish

Let me simply relish

The golden brown liquid

A little strongly brewed

And that slurp to overcome

All the dramas of life

A mere drop of chai

My thirsty tongue vies

When the water boils hot

Then let the leaves flop

Into that stained pot

Oh! Please don’t clean the spots

They are there to remind our lots

In pain and pleasure

In busy-ness and leisure

How it gave us company some

That cracked pot of chai

I’d like to hold high

On summer’s crispy days

Drenched in rains’ play

As spring sashayed by

And autumn left a sigh

We dealt with the vagaries of mausam**

With a kulhar***brimming with chai

Our only and lonely stand by

Waiting for the bus

Or in the midst of gupshup****

When theories became thoughts

When deadlines became wrought

When bends and turns and boughs

Made us cry “Enough…!$!“

When strangers friends become

That steaming smoky chai

Made us wryly smile

Now as days rush by

Staring at the sky

My fetish for chai

Knows no bounds …Oh come!

Why don’t you add some

Crispy crunchy fries

With that fateful chuski*****of chai

I wish to bid my last goodbye

Footnote :

Nuskha – Antidote

Mausam – Weather

Kulhar – Earthen cup

Gupshup – Chitchat

Chuski – A delicious sip

The Everyday-ness Of Everything


This is in response to John Holton’s Writer’s Workshop

The word prompt is : Theory

Theoretically, all days are the same – consisting of 24 hours, 1440 minutes and 86400 seconds.  Measurement of a day is calculated based on Earth’s rotation on its axis and revolution around the sun.

(The Earth takes 24 hours to rotate counterclockwise around its axis and 365 days in a year to  revolve around the sun.)

But are all days really the same ?

The day before yesterday I had a good and sound sleep at night, woke up fresh, did my daily exercises and Pranayam, ate a healthy breakfast on time, did the daily chores, had a sumptuous lunch, relaxed in the afternoon, saw TV after dinner, had a chat with my friend, browsed through the daily and read a book before retiring to bed.

Perfect ???

I got up at about midnight and couldn’t go back to sleep. As a result I got up late next morning, didn’t feel like doing the exercises and rushed through the Pranayam, skipped breakfast, got into an irritable mood, had an argument with the maid, dashed through lunch, felt drowsy in the afternoon, watched a few episodes of a serial for some distraction but couldn’t enjoy, halfheartedly munched through dinner and went to bed early.

The same 24 hours , 1440 minutes and 86400 seconds but not the same anymore which indubitably proves that there is a big difference between theory and practice.

As time is dispassionate about humans so are humans not bound by the neutrality of time. While scientists have tried to tie down time into units of measurement, the fallacy lies in the inability of us humans to be in tandem with it, to enact our daily roles in precision with the hands of the clock without any single deviation or distraction.

And what if by some cosmic whim the earth decides to slow down (or rush through) on its axis and cogitate on reviewing the whole equation of yearly revolution around the sun?

Won’t all the bag full of theories of astrophysics go haywire?

Won’t the expostulations of science be upended?

And what about us humans ?

Will we go about our routines in slow motion or dart through to follow the new regime ?

Or just run against the grand clock as we always do in search of that perfect pace when everything will fall in place as per our own whims and fancy?

I see the thinkers, philosophers and the best of human brains scrambling over sheafs and sheafs of formulae rewriting all the hitherto theories in vogue while that unseen watchmaker has a good belly laugh over the perplexing rigmarole squatting in a quiet corner of his universe.

The Invisible Voice


This is in response to Rochelle’s Weekly Photo Prompt for Friday Fictioneers.

Word Count: 100

I lit the candles with a heavy heart.

They said it was a powerful place where unfulfilled wishes got heard.

I sat in the pew to pray. With my head bowed and hands clasped.

It was almost evening..

In that unmelted solitude I opened my heart to The Supreme.

And then invading the silence rose a thousand voices in ethereal melody.

The nuns sang not from their hearts but from their sacred souls. Nuns who had vowed never ever to appear in public.

A week later I got the transfer letter – I was going back to my family!!!!

***

Words: 98

You can read the other stories here.

The Carmelite Church Kolkata Courtesy Abhishruti Saha

The Carmelite Church Kolkata – Pic Courtesy Abhishruti Sinha

The Moon Snow


This is in response to Sadje’s Weekly Photo Prompts on #Whatdoyousee

You know my city it doesn’t snow

Neither the roads ever shine white

On twinkling days… in glowing nights

The trees don’t wear that cloak of light

A hazy brown sky pierces through the fog

But the silver orb never shows the red eye

Yet it’s pale, starved face does delight

Children and youth and aged alike

In seasons bright,  in moments alone

The city wakes up in colours galore

And dwells on tales of pain and mirth

Of love and life and deaths and births

The moon listens often on the quiet

And the stars are stilled in their stride

And y’ know those nitwits still abound

Who can pen a poesy of evocative lines

On walls and bricks and trees and mounds

And dedicate them to moon’s snow shine

It’s So Me


I hardly remember my infancy. Nobody does. As toddlers parents handhold us through terrains of life which are absolutely new to us. In our formative years we gather knowledge and skills. As teenagers we are body conscious and crave for love, romance and adventure. In our marriageable age we seek our life partners to build a nest of our choice. In our middle ages we understand what responsibilities are, mourn the past, ignore the present and worry about the future. It is in our old age that we embark on a quest for inner peace and calm.

When I was young I hated the unwanted attention and wanted to grow old faster. Age meant respect and to be taken seriously for who you are. In my middle ages I was too preoccupied and overburdened and lost many chances of enjoying life. Now that I fall in the age group of being old I have become happily carefree about what people think about me and how I live my life. It’s my life, right? I shrug off the slots society struggles to put me into. I don’t castigate myself for being forgetful. Being lazy is kind of my privilege.

In brief, I have embraced myself. I pamper myself. I make excuses for my oversights.

And Oh yes…I don’t give two hoots about anything…and I am totally unapologetic about that…

Pics curated from various social media shares

The Moment


Do we really have leisure?

Do we really enjoy leisure?

Do we actually know what leisure is?

In our busy schedule of meeting innumerable deadlines we do not have a breath of time to pause and enjoy and feel the fleeting moments of joy, beauty and peace.

In Hindusthani Classical music we were taught to “stand” on a note or “swar”. A note is just not a passing or small musical sound , it’s a world of melody in itself. To understand it we were told to go deeper and deeper into one note till we could reach its bottomless depth where real music and revelation of the infinite lay in store.

Similarly, till we press the pause button and “stand and stare” we cannot “breathe in” the feel of the moment which is full of life, nay, it is life – life of infinite happiness, tranquility and breathtaking beauty. In our hurry and scurry we make haste by each moment of life overlooking what we are missing.

The poet reminds us that a life wherein “we have no time to stand and stare” is a life half lived or lived not at all.

Footnote : William Henry Davies (1871 – 1940) was a Welsh poet and writer, who spent much of his life as a tramp in the United Kingdom and the United States. His poetry themes included observations on life’s hardships, the various ways the human condition is reflected in nature, his tramping adventures and the characters he met. (Wiki)

W H Davies

This poem was shared on FB.

Snowflakes On Eyelashes


This is in response to Esther’s Weekly Word Prompt.

This week’s prompt: Snow

Snowflakes On  Eyelashes

In this part of the globe we have extreme winter and extreme summer. Winter is freezing and summer is scorching.

At times the temperature is as high as forty five degrees and above and as low as 2 degrees. But it never snows. Many times we have wished and imagined that maybe one day we will open out our windows to a white street or snow laden parks. But that’s not happened so far.

In this biting cold I hear, from inside my quilt,  the streets being broomed by Ram Sharan, our street sweeper, as early in the morning as 7.00 AM , when it’s still dark outside. The sewers being cleaned by hunched up men , mufflers tied around their heads and bidis held in trembling fingers.

It’s the same time and even earlier that the cars are being cleaned by Suresh. I seldom see him during the day. He comes and leaves before the sun’s weak rays touch the asphalt. Somedays we have to do with a dull, overcast sky. 

At 9.00 AM my house help arrives with chapped lips, calloused hands and a grey face and pounces on the broom, mop and dust pan with an energy which I cannot muster even after a night spent in a well heated bed.

My other house help comes in the afternoon shivering in a bright yellow jacket. Her feet cracked at the heels. She tells me, ” Didi! Today is colder than yesterday.” I tell her not to work too long and leave before dark. The buses are late in winter. The bus stands are deserted by evening.

The guards at the entrance gate of the Block light up a bonfire of waste paper, twigs and sticks to warm their hands and feet. This year, due to hazardous weather, there is a ban on bonfire. Instead they have been given heaters. In the dead of the night, in this crippling climate, I don’t know how effective the heaters are. I hear them whistling past the streets guarding us from unwanted elements.

We do not have a system of central heating. We use heat convectors, oil and halogen heaters. But at times they too fall short. The air pricks the bones. The water cuts into the skin. On the pavement the huddle of homeless people. Outside the high tech jail (yes, we have one nearby) the family and friends of the inmates wait wrapped in course blankets.

I wish I hadn’t imagined snow in the streets, on trees, on the rooftops. I look at the vacant eyes, drawn faces, scrawny shapes , hardened hands … They who work on the ruins of civilization and rebuild it from shambles to castles…snow is an unaffordable luxury. The pale sheen of sunlight is an unheard prayer! The embarrassed heater is a crude joke!  They deserve more – warmer breath, bluer sky, greener hearth.

I wish one day they relish the snowflakes on their eyelashes. Their children sculpt a winking snowman and eagerly wait for Santa ploughing away a path through the white heap towards a promising horizon.

Till then the chill, the fog, the bitter smog remind us spring is far away….very , very far away.

A Round Up Post – Impactful Reads Of 2025


This is my maiden round-up post on impactful books read in 2025.

My reading graph peaked last year.  Convalescing in between surgeries,  I read books – some half read, some carry overs of previous year and also a few  totally fresh and new.

I also challenged myself with one or two non-fictions which are humungous and daunting scholarly works.

Goodreads says I read a total of around 59 books. I am not sure. I didn’t keep count.

However. reading that many books is record breaking as I am a slow reader. I don’t believe in setting records and placing quantity over quality yet it’s satisfying and feels like an achievement.

The book finishing which did give me a sense of pride and accomplishment is this one. Yes, I had set a deadline  –  to finish it  before my third surgery. More than four hundred odd pages I am glad I did not leave it midway or let the heaviness of the subject get to me.

I should have kept this one on top of the list because I started  it in the hospital after my first surgery and finished when I was back home. This book gave me a lot of  perspective about what, how and why to think positive and was a guiding light in my days of adversity and pain. Though it did not completely change my way of thinking but it did teach me to put a brake on my thoughts whenever they went haywire.

In my quest for happy and healthy living this book was a path paver. I had started reading it many years back but couldn’t finish. Maybe it was waiting to be read at the time when I required it the most. Easy and interesting  – one that I raced through.

The most serene, soul stirring read of the year to which I believe I’ll go back again and again.  Kind of preordained  it was waiting to be picked up at a particular juncture of life.

To this list of soul satiating reads I will add another two –  books left aside and picked up when the time was ripe.

Last but not the least,  the powerful voice of North-east which I found in this book read out of gratitude and curiosity.

Life is an eternal quest and a book that sets one on this journey is this one which I keep going back to.

One challenging read which left me confused by its verbosity making me realise one more time the beauty of brevity.

And then there are some perennial rituals like re-reading Satyajit Ray – the Feluda series –  or any Agatha Christie – the geniuses are always enthralling.

2025 is also the year of Audio Stories  – listening to Dipannita Ray’s young adult stories back to back – a great find!!!

I have set a few reading challenges for this year too – a mix of fictions and non fiction – heavy and light weight.

Will talk about them at length.

Till then…

Happy Reading!!!

Sapiens

Don’t Believe Everything You Think

Ikigai

Like the Flowing River

Late Blooming Cherries

the forest I know

the yearning of seeds

Who Am I

Freedom from the known

Mikimito Mystery

Spy In The Laboratory

The First Case Of Feluda

Footnote : Click on the name to read the detailed review.